October 6, 2015

How I Feel Right Now
I am so tired that I can hardly stand. Everything feels weak. I don't know if it's because I slept poorly last night or because I'm depressed. I just want to curl into a little ball & fall asleep. Everything sucks & I have to go running tonight because Tuesday is running night & I know I'm going to start crying while I'm running.

But How Was the Weekend?
The weekend was good. Had a friend (who is also depressed, but I feel like his reason is more valid than mine) over for the whole weekend. We watched Guardian of the Highlands which I do not suggest you watch...or, rather, I suggest you watch it after you listen to The Flop House episode about it otherwise you will be unprepared. Went to the Foo Fighters concert on Sunday which was pretty awesome. Security didn't want to let me into the venue with my backpack, which made me cry because they wanted me to just throw it away...but we managed to bag check it at a nearby hotel. On Monday, my husband & I called out of work to spend the day together & it was a really good day. I did so much laundry that I felt super accomplished, but somehow only managed to do ~2,800 steps which I find odd.

What About Monday?
Well, the funny thing is...after my last post about fire drills...the fire drill ended up being on Monday, so I missed it entirely. Luckily, the one dude who's physically impaired wasn't in the office, either.

That Was Mighty Convenient, Don't You Think?
Oh, don't even start. I was not warned when the fire drill was going to be. If I had known it was going to be yesterday, I would have forced myself to come in. I don't have a lot of responsibility in this office, but I wouldn't intentionally shirk what little responsibility I have.

I Apologize
As well you should. Harumphf.

What I Should Write a Full Post About
NaNoWriMo is coming up & I got the BFF & my husband to help me brainstorm an idea. I also should write about how I'm not an idiot regardless of what a certain coworker thinks & how much job searching sucks, especially when your self-esteem is particularly low.